.Monday, October 6, 2008 ' 7:27 AM SPACE
Don't ask her why she is showing you attitude of hers? The fact is that she no longer can control her emotional anymore and she is no longer that girl who smile towards the sun where shines on her. She is just alone now inside the dark light moon. she can't search her innocent soul back , she is gone from this world again? lost of speech. Sometimes i just wish a upon the stars that i can be that naive and pure back and not now , always thinking so much but in the end i still tears down and screaming out of my lungs under the pillows. I longer care whether who is gonna hurt me next , i just pray hard he will be better than you and no longer reminds me of your faces. I gonna make a new starts and someone please be there for me when i need a shoulder to lend on.
Seems like everything won't change anymore because my life is fading away.
You don't have to be there for me because i don't need you and your help!
Every little of yours is giving me the feel and pain and the only we can help each other is no longer being by each others side , we can only support each other by words and promise. Which is gone ):
Just give me a good love , ones more!
