.Monday, September 29, 2008 ' 11:49 PM SPACE
你去死啦！BANG THE WALL!- Woke up very early in the morning like 4am doing nothing.
- 6.30am left the house and Bus/Train to school
- Tiring day / Art Exam (Big Day)
- 8am Paper Starts (:
- 3Hours of Drawing and Colouring
- 11am Times Up!
- Complete Everything @ 10.50am
- Canteen for Food Treat!
- Chit-Chat with Terence&Com.
- Home Sweet Home
I thought that people says that , First love will always left you with greater impression in life?
Nothing is impossible unless you didn't put the effort to fight for it or wanted it more in life? Never said you don't know how , if you didn't ask for it or make your first move because the other party might not know what really you want.
. ' 6:33 AM SPACE
N LEVEL EXAM
I'm left with three more papers to go and that's for my studies in Sec4.
Tomorrow will be my big day for Art Exam and let hope that my ideals won't run out of it and nothing goes wrong! Science papers was fine and Maths paper was easy but both of the subjects , i make loads of mistakes in it and i just wish that i still passed with Flying Rainbows Care Bears! ^^
I've finally understand my feeling inside for him , we are not lovers but friends!
That was just a crush or dumb feeling for him so don't take it as real anymore alright , MIKO.
WISH WISH WISH :
MORE $ TO SPEND AFTER N LEVEL AND MORE JOBS TO COME (:
.Saturday, September 27, 2008 ' 11:41 PM SPACE
为什莫我一直在想念你？
Why is my mind kept thinking about you? Why is my heart repealing to you , when never i saw you? Why is it that the moment i saw you , i felt very uneasy and shy to face you? Why do i have this feeling towards you? ROARRRRR!
☠MIKO☠
Darren Kor : Can you tell me what is love and am i crushed to his boy?
Shandy Prince : Miko , can't wait to tell you a lot of things! (:
Sun : Tell me how is you and that girl , i want to know more about you two. (Laugh!)
Milk : Just be yourself and everything will be fine , don't think too much kay.
Quan : Come out of army must show us your NO HAIR style ~ ^^
TO MIKO: 加油！DO YOUR BEST AND STOP BLOGGING NOW!
. ' 11:01 PM SPACE
★★★★★★★★★YESTERDAY
- It's my fourth time seeing him and his friends
- My Six Sense = Accuracy 100%
- Watch them play hard for Ball (:
- Allen 09October 1992
- Home & Home ★
.Friday, September 26, 2008 ' 7:03 PM SPACE
- Short Chat with Edmund ^^
- Bused off to Compass point meet up with Jasline & Milk
- Trained down to Yongsiong place around 2.30pm.
- Started revision at 3pm sharp and ended at 5.30pm!!!
- Bus down to blk 299 for BASKETBALL :X
- Home sweet home at 8pm?
- Quick Bath and went out!
- Cabbed down to Hougang Point then Serangoon (:
- Reached at 9pm / Wait for our turn (Prayer)
- Saw some familiar faces (?)
- Went Eat then Home.
.Thursday, September 25, 2008 ' 4:06 AM SPACE
Cabbed to school today for science remedial but was late.Didn't study much and maths still can't get into my head expect for some question and i don't know why sometimes i can't solve some easy thingy. Tomorrow going school again for science and maths will be in school @ 8am again. After school , trained down to Blk 299 to play basketball but nobody bring ball out. Rotted at there for 2hours , by the time we wanted to go Punggol CC and we was walking half way Batman saw Compassvale Sec (Kaijie&Com.) came and after awhile their friend bought a ball down to the court. Played match with them and my body is like somehow not functioning correctly. I was out of energy and i feel like sleeping straight away , then not sure what happen the strength came back and started to play hard. Didn't wear shocks today and my feet was like burning under the sun , after a few games another people came and this time round is the Mark.C who is a basketball player that is super actster! Shit him! Keep acting like a professional down there and keep doing freestyle show. You make me wanna puke and you are not that handsome either , so kindly know where and what you are doing MR MARK. This action and speech are like those KNS people that only wants people attention but you kill us all with your bloody disgrace skills! Moreover , you are blacklisted in you list! BRAT! 12 COMPASSVALE!
Allen , you are cute! (:
.Tuesday, September 23, 2008 ' 5:13 AM SPACE
Finally art task booklet is completed but i don't know why i got the feeling of disappointment. Was rushing the whole day with my layout and the finally layout i didn't give my best ideal because there wasn't much time left. But yesterday at home's ideals was more creative then the other 4 layouts , maybe i just need music and more time to have my own ideals of art work. 6hours of art is done and i left the finally one which is on the 30 Sep. the most important day (ART EXAM) Pack up things and swap the floor and went home , walk home alone today and i feel the mother earth is saying hi to me with the sun shines on the pink clouds (: While walking back home i kept looking at the sky and things around me , the wind blow on me and the feeling was great. This day will try to learn my maths and science and art.
Tiring day - woke up at 9am , when art started at 9.25am.
.Friday, September 19, 2008 ' 5:10 AM SPACE
I'm still finding excuse for myself for skipping classes almost two weeks! And now what i am scared and worry about is that i might lost everything within a day including close friends around me by now or maybe one day? I don't want people to replace me and having fun without me at their sides but i failed each times i wanted to be with them. I'll always tried to get them out of their house and went out for happy hours but there wasn't any because everyone is just sick being together everyday. They would rather have a new friends to be accompany by their sides then their old friends. I suppose i am the new because they know each other for 10years while for me , i could said we know each other only for two years. I should be the person being extra here? One person joining in and in this case a person will be leaving out too..
Am i just thinking too much about friendships?
Lei xuan : After having a word with you , you are still the same old you! You've started your career and i wish you all the best for your up coming big bucks moneys. I know that you are capable to become a good business man in the future of your life , keep up the good attitude. You can always joke and super serious at time , remember to buy a building then a house when you are still young. Because you told me that you would buy a building down then buying a house because you got alot of $ to spend yeah. As for me i will think smart and make my money more wise then you , i would rather take the sum of money for investment and grow my money more and more and able to spend it with my love one for the rest of my life .. and also build up my Career in my future just like you.
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.Thursday, September 18, 2008 ' 12:45 PM SPACE
It's 3.48am now and i am still awake , searching for blog skins. Even though , i'm super restless now i just can't stop what i am looking or doing! Friends are asking me why ain't i sleeping now? I supposed i am not tired at all which i am telling a lie in front of you guys man! I'll take your words and go to bed as soon as i finished doing my things alright. Well be sleeping soon if not you will sure said i break the vow. Will be turning in soon just after i read my email and done with my chats with Sarah. We have so much to tells each other but sometimes we should just keeps things to our selfs just for a better loose. Might be meeting her next week for my maths tuition , she will be coaching me (; Looking forward to our meet out!
Going sleep now ~
. ' 10:18 AM SPACE
Alice 9 .
. ' 9:42 AM SPACE
Lunched at Ichiban instead of Ajisan Ramen @ Causeway point , Yvonne's treat. Actually there is more choices then that but i didn't had any meal before at Ichiban so went there for our late lunch at 5pm. The moment we got in , the three of us was seating down and thinking whether we should had our damn late lunch here a not or somewhere else more classics. Thought of having pasta at Pastamania or Sushi's at Sakae or Crystal Jade and more , end up we order food at Ichiban because Cousin lazy to walk out anymore and she scared embarrassment. The service was sucks and more disgusting was there was flies flying around which really gets me irritated , the serving was more good then the worse i ever seem. The person was like looking down at us and cousin was cute enough to show her how much she has with her , counting numbers of blue papers in front of her. haha! The food also sucks to core , everything was not as nice as it sees but normal and normal then outsides coffee shops. Gosh! Then went off with to StarHub to meet up her friends then car park was the place i hated the most , so hot! Singapore's weather is getting hotter and hotter and i hate global warming can! Trained down to Yishun and went NTUC to get some ice creams to cool down and also bought some other stuffs to grab a bite. Slacked at cousin's place while vone went down parkway to meet up with her friends , she forgotten to buy us a box of cheesecakes! Nevermind , then cousin and i went NTUC pick and choose our things for almost 20mins then get it done. Went off around 11.40pm and hop in a cab then home sweet home.Jeron : Gomenasai! You've been fooled by me. Thanks for letting me know that you are a true friend (:- skipped school
. ' 9:25 AM SPACE
I've given up on Sun. I'll stop likely him because he is just friend only. In another way , i really fall for him and has been very faithful to him when i know he got to know a girl. (Sigh) It was when i wished the both of them becoming a sweet couple. What the fuck am i thinking at the first place. I should know it is impossible between us since he is in japan and i am in Singapore and moreover we are different people and style in reality. I'm fat ugly stupid and no sense of humor. As for him , he is handsome cool stylish and a japanese boy. And japanese girl are cute and sweet not like me , violent and etc. I hate myself. Shandy Prince Kor , i need you to tell me what to do. I need your concern and console and your advice for teaching me what i should do now! I'm in a confuss stage ):EMOTIONAL
. ' 7:17 AM SPACE
Feel like moving out of my house when i turn 18. I hate being threaten by my own father , fuck! where will there be any father on earth will ever threaten their own child not to stay at her grandmother place when she had been staying there for almost 7years plus? And even don't allowed her to contact her closest cousin too. No logic at all. Have no ideal what the hell he is thinking inside his mind can! I just hate him to the core. And my mum still can stands him when he is such a jerk sometimes at home. Where gt hundsand ask wife for money when he still have his hands and legs that is still working as he is not lame. I seriously have no ideal why on earth there is such person living and wasting our oxgyen air where he can be useful in his live. He smoke and got stroke and ended up in hospital and now he hasn't quit at all , still the same old fox. Aunties and Obaba has been super noisy and buzzing my life which i can't help sometimes but ended up crying , why can't they just understand more about my life and i am having now are pain and sin. I don't mind ending up with no familys at all because i have no love and care inside his family anymore. what i needed the most now is $. Going home soon , only my dairy understands me the most.- BAKA LIFE.
Alice 9 .