.Thursday, September 18, 2008 ' 9:25 AM SPACE
I've given up on Sun. I'll stop likely him because he is just friend only. In another way , i really fall for him and has been very faithful to him when i know he got to know a girl. (Sigh) It was when i wished the both of them becoming a sweet couple. What the fuck am i thinking at the first place. I should know it is impossible between us since he is in japan and i am in Singapore and moreover we are different people and style in reality. I'm fat ugly stupid and no sense of humor. As for him , he is handsome cool stylish and a japanese boy. And japanese girl are cute and sweet not like me , violent and etc. I hate myself. Shandy Prince Kor , i need you to tell me what to do. I need your concern and console and your advice for teaching me what i should do now! I'm in a confuss stage ):EMOTIONAL
